Had a feeling this was coming i been countin down the clock
Still you in my dms guess i forgot to hit you with the "block"
Stuck inside my head and thinkin bout the way it used to be
Coming over having fun, you and i would share a drink
Talking over txt, and working over time
Knew you had a man, but wishing you were mine
Confronted you with my feelings and you acted like you cared
Not in front of him she said, come on lets step right over here
(I f*cking loved you)
But that dont mean a thing, thought you spared my feelings cuz you knew you didnt feel the same
(I thought i loved you)
I just stay hung on you, no matter what you did in spite of all the shit you put me through
(I really loved you)
Ill think about the past and how i made myself the fool by tryna chase a piece of ass
(Dont wanna love you)
Dont wanna love again, imma sit here on my own ive cut you from my plans
Dont want to feel like this lately know i been closed off
Buried all the thoughts i had but now i feel lost
Tried to forget the cuts but yeah you know they run deep
Told you how i felt but you just run and turn the other cheek
Now that he the past, still wishin you were mine
Going through some shit, but you wasting my time
Told you i cant do this shit im getting nothing back
I know you prolly hate me for the things im putting on this track
(I f*cking loved you)
But that dont mean a thing, thought you spared my feelings cuz you knew you didnt feel the same
(I thought i loved you)
I just stay hung on you, no matter what you did in spite of all the shit you put me through
(I really loved you)
Ill think about the past and how i made myself the fool by tryna chase a piece of ass
(Dont wanna love you)
Dont wanna love again, imma sit here on my own ive cut you from my plans
This is how i cope and this is how i deal
This is how i tell you that my feelings are for real
You knew how to listen i dont need your reply
This music im making simply how im getting by
So turn the other cheek and find another guy
I know i aint your mans i know i aint your type
Do me like u did and try to throw me on the side
You wont find me there again im taking back my f*cking life
(I f*cking loved you)
(I thought i loved you)
(I really loved you)
(Dont wanna love you)