BANJI.cjr - make a way Lyrics

Imagine if things went my way
Imagine if I felt loved and never left astray
Imagine if I still had faith

Would I still feel alive
Without my soul deep under the grave
I feel so ashamed, I feel so ashamed
Internal beliefs got me stuck in this game

As a youngen, I visualized success and the fame
But everything around me is f*cking the same
Complicated thoughts, feek like I'm going insane
Praying to the Lord, please make a simple save
I know that God will make a way, yeah

Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about the dreams we can't live without
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about the fear, taking this route
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about
Tell me what you think about the pain, that makes us shout

Till this day I am conflicted
If I should believe in God and still have faith
Abusing the power of resentment that turned into pain
Which sometimes I do the same
Demons that just won't abate
Every step I take feels a very heavy weight
Weight pain, back pain, stomach pain, shoulder pain, chronic pain
Too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain

Living a world that just feels motherf*cking cold
While hoping for better days if it will unfold
Life became triple H, loved to play that game
Learnt to survive, dodging all the guilt at the same
Soul became heavy, tried to run away from pain

Voice of angels telling me that things will change
I pray there's a way, I pray there's a way
I pray that heavens above will just make my way

Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know