Bandeord - Tracey Lyrics

I lay in the bathtub
Clutching a blade in my fist
Hoping the sight of blood flowing in the water would be the last thing I'd see
But I heard the blade drop
And felt my eyes welling up
I realized I am alive

Only seeing the headlights
Not the stars
I headed to the paradise
We've always talked about
But I stopped at a motel
Leaving everything in the car"Wait for me" I said to you

It was nothing
Compared to your last words
Dedicated to me"Sorry, take care"
You know too well I'd rather burn
In hell with you

I should try again
Can't pick up the blade
I was thinking of you came up to me
When I was all alone
Why would you leave me here
Putting the end on the fresh page out of fear
I'll never truly know you

It was nothing
Compared to your absence
I'd never get used to"sorry, take care"
You know too well I'd rather burn
In hell with you

I feel your hand
'Round my shoulder
Then it hit me

It was nothing
Compared to your last words
Dedicated to me

You don't owe me apologies
Tracey
I'm pickin' up the keys we stole

I wash my hands
I'm ready to go again

I start the car