Balthasar! - Dead Inside Lyrics

I don't wanna feel this way
Voices in my head keeping me awake
Man It's kinda hard to concentrate
When my mind's replaying all of my mistakes

Now I'm in this crowded place
Listening to people I can't tolerate
Sipping on this drink that my body can't take
So I can just forget all of my mistakes

But I'm already dead inside
I was terrified
But tonight
I don't wanna think

Looking through her painted eyes
See her fantasize
'Bout a life
If I didn't exist

This is the American dream
Now I can pay for everything
But I'll throw a fit
And I'll make a scene
If I don't get
What I need

And now I'm dead with my friends
'Cause we're out too late

And I forget I forget
How it felt when they said
That we'd never break

Do it again and again
'Til I'm dead to my friends
And there's no more love

And I forget I forget
How it felt when they left
'Cause I've had too much

I haven't felt anything since 2008
This tie around my neck feeling heavy like a weight

throw it all away
Now I need my space

I'll find another way
I'll die another day

Now let's call the priest
And Bury me in this supreme

I don't wanna feel this way
Voices in my head keeping me awake
Man It's kinda hard to concentrate
When my mind's replaying all of my mistakes

Now I'm in this crowded place
Listening to people I can't tolerate
Sipping on this drink that my body can't take
So I can just forget all of my mistakes

I'm just calling to say
I won't be coming in today
I couldn't reach you through the screen
So I'm pressing delete

I'm just calling to say
That I'll be a little late
Everybody is asleep
See you this time next week

I don't wanna feel this way
Voices in my head keeping me awake
Man It's kinda hard to concentrate
When my mind's replaying all of my mistakes

Now I'm in this crowded place
Listening to people I can't tolerate
Sipping on this drink that my body can't take
So I can just forget all of my mistakes

And now I'm dead with my friends
'Cause we're out too late

And I forget I forget
How it felt when they said
That we'd never break

Do it again and again
'Til I'm dead to my friends
And there's no more love

And I forget I forget
How it felt, when they left
'Cause I've had too much