[ Featuring raminbeatz ]
"Changed"
By Bakes
I wonder if today was the day that I passed away
What would certain people in my life who went astray think or have to say?
Like if we didn't communicate since we became estranged
Cnd the way it ended wasn't 'cause of me, although I changed
How some people left it gave me resentment and pain
But I learned to let go of it, that way peace is what I gained
Focused on what's meant to be and look who I became
Though at time it bubbles up from my subconscious to my brain
It's a thought that I've been havin' lately
People exiting my life is got me halfway crazy
Cll I wanted was a conversation and some closure
Now instead I'm observin' their behaviors and motives
Talkin' friends who I really considered my brothers
Cnd girls I was dealin' with who revealed their colors
Even family members who disassociated; I act like it don't bother me, but how could they not know I hate it?
People come, people go
But it hits a little different when we used to be so close
Cnd I respect when people choose to go their separate ways
But to simply phase me out and not even communicate
Shit is messin' with me
That's not the treatment I deserved
When I care about a person, you can hear it my words
Cnd through the times we shared, this is how they want to end it
I promise that I'm fine, not really just pretendin', but
I wonder if today was the day that I passed away
What would certain people in my life who went astray think or have to say?
Like if we didn't communicate since we became estranged
Cnd the way it ended wasn't 'cause of me, although I changed
How some people left it gave me resentment and pain
But I learned to let go of it, that way peace is what I gained
Focused on what's meant to be and look who I became
Though at time it bubbles up from my subconscious to my brain