Badnew - My Chernobyl Lyrics

I felt this ending play out
Long before it all began
Long forgotten who I was
Stagnant and shedding skin

But there's nobody out there
Nobody to pull me back to shore
Oh if only I had learned how to swim
Then I might not have to be drinking it in

I can't watch, please tell me
When it's over
Are you really there?
I can't watch, please tell me
When it's over
Watch me fade away

From the inside
It's from the inside
There is nothing around
I don't feel a thing
As if I've finally made myself clear
Or just made myself sick
I'm beyond ruins
Oh how I can't rebuild

You're not yourself anymore
You're not yourself anymore

Gave myself away
So much that of me there is nothing left
Part of me finds beauty in how we all
Will fall a part

But there's nobody out there
Nobody to pull me back to shore
I am decorated with
The sharks that I feed

I can't watch, please tell me when it's over
Are you even there?
I can't watch please tell me when it's over
Watch me fade away

You're not yourself anymore