Dying in this hospital
Of diverticulitis
I don't wanna die in here
I'm not even forty
And I got a baby boy
I'm dying of diverticulitis
When you're dying in a bed of diverticulitis
And you pray to God that you can fight it
But you don't know because you've been suffering
A while and you tried to hide it
But now you're crying so your son is crying
Nobody can believe you're f*cking dying
You ain't even forty and you're losing weight
You're in a lot of pain you can't even move
It's an emergency no time to sit and wait and pray
It's time to get off your ass and get it straight
Yo let's get it yeah
They say let's get it but they don't get it
Like I've been getting it get it going suffering for years
And it ain't getting better
I gotta live I'll never give up because I'm a go getter
I got a son I gotta survive make sure he's living better yeah
Dying in this hospital
Of diverticulitis
I don't wanna die in here
I'm not even forty
And I got a baby boy
I'm tired of dying I don't wanna die
Diverticulitis
When you're dying in a bed of diverticulitis
And you pray to God that you can fight it
But you don't know because you've been suffering awhile
Hey yo once again the pressure is a bitch
You know that I'm trying to make it out
But I'm stuck here in this ditch
Never used to think that people were evil
But with my eyes just like an eagle
Artie can see the illegal people with dirty lethal needles
Stuck in that fetal position high on diesel
Now I'm stimulating your adrenals addiction is evil
Yeah they say let's get it but they don't get it
Like I've been getting it get it going suffering for years
And it ain't getting better
I gotta live I'll never give up because I'm a go getter
I got a son I gotta survive make sure he living better
Yeah there's a reason I'm alive
He's my son I gotta see him strive
To see another day with him and his beautiful smile
That's what makes me want to survive
Lord help me survive this operation
Everyday is beautiful I don't wanna die
Everyday above ground is positive motivation
Lord help me survive this operation
I don't wanna die alone
I'm dying of diverticulitis yo
We'll meet again yeah yo
When you're dying in a bed of diverticulitis
Then you pray to God that you can fight it
But you don't know
Because you've been suffering a while
And then you tried to hide it
And now you're crying so your son is crying
You lied