Giving In
Waiting for the world
To be cast in brighter colors
Where all things have lighter shades
And emanate a friendly glow
It's a rabbit hole I fall in
But the inside seems familiar
Never fear, little girl
Through the mirror on you go
And I'm giving in
And I'm losing it
And deep within
I know it's not right
But I'm giving in
And I'm losing me
And deep within
I know I can't win
A war I never wanted to fight
Walking paths, overgrown
Where the sunlight never reaches
Humming tunes of a time
When I felt home inside my skin
Losing track of all my plans
Losing track of what I've been
Going through as I collude
With the enemy within
And I'm giving in
And I'm losing me
And deep within
I know it's not right
But I'm giving in
And I'm losing me
And deep within
I know I can't win
A war I never wanted to fight