Backhouse - Trying to Hold On Lyrics

I can protect my pain and flaws
Life making it hard to hold on
I don't care if you can see it or not
Knock me down I'm never gone stop
Help me now I'm going down
Woah
Same old shit that's been around
Woah
Looking through the past I can't run or hide
I don't wanna fall no more only wanna climb
Wanna keep on going but I'm running out of time
Surrounded by the dark and they trying to take what's mine
I'm running out of time stuck in the past on rewind
Don't wanna look back anymore can I turn around right
All of sudden my life took a left but it got my head right
Got me ready for falls up ahead everything will be fine
Everything will be fine that's what I thought
Till I seen what's coming then it got dark
Holding onto light don't break us apart
It was better what I had from the start
Too late now I'm falling apart
Who can save me now not the man from the stars
Looking up but he's miles too far
Better late than never send your regards
Time flies by but the memories won't die
They stay ingrained stop running away
Nothing left to lose you're dying inside
I can see right through you transparent like the light
I can protect my pain and flaws
Life making it hard to hold on
I don't care if you can see it or not
Knock me down I'm never gone stop
Help me now I'm going down
Woah
Same old shit that's been around
Woah
Looking through the past I can't run or hide
I don't wanna fall no more only wanna climb
Wanna keep on going but I'm running out of time
Surrounded by the dark and they trying to take what's mine
Time has me trapped
Now I can't look back
Running from the past
Death on my back
Everything's different
I can't face it
Anxiety and agony no patience
How long do I have to wait in the freezing cold
No sign of light I'm losing hope I can't feel my soul
Can't move no more mind full of pain
I can't let it go
Can't let it go
Gotta see it through can't let go
Even when the ride's highs and lows
Ima stare at time till it's time to go
Can't find you gotta find my soul
Outline you read between the lines
Can't find truth read it through the lies
Chaos in my head you've been running through my mind
Can't keep up I've been falling behind
Shadow growing bigger until I become the biggest sinner
You couldn't understand so I drew it out do you get the picture
Had to cut you out while you didn't fit the frame
No hard feelings let the feelings go away
Used to turn my back on my problems
Now we meet face to face all the time
When's the next set date only thing on my mind
I can protect my pain and flaws
Life making it hard to hold on
I don't care if you can see it or not
Knock me down I'm never gone stop
Help me now I'm going down
Woah
Same old shit that's been around
Woah
Looking through the past I can't run or hide
I don't wanna fall no more only wanna climb
Wanna keep on going but I'm running out of time
Surrounded by the dark and they trying to take what's mine