Felt your eyes landing on me from across the subway car, and I don't know
Ugly body standing, completely unaware of who you are
They're only clothes
And I find it funny you think you know me when I don't even know myself
Doing just fine under pressure
Prideful secrets in my dresser
Never thrive, I f*cking hardly feel alive
Introspectively know I've never felt comfort in my gender
Hijacked planes landing on the runway by the boulevard, and I am scared
It doesn't feel good lately to be on the outside looking in
Boku wa Tsukare sugiru yō ni nattakara umorete kure
Oh my God, I'm so flawled
Never understanding who I am
I'm half man
But never pretty, never pretty
Oh my God