Why did I meet you
Or try to delete you
I don't really have a reason
I just hate this f*cking season and everyone in it
By association
It's something I cannot explain
The neurons you woke in my brain are banging on the walls to get a glimpse of you
And though the times are cold
I don't want to spend all my life alone
And though I feel scared
It's not like I need to feel prepared
To obey my master like an edgy youth group pastor
I'm just so happy life gets faster
Oh, I can see the shimmer in your eye
Looking out over the Minnesota sky
And I feel warm here
God, if you really mean to lead me to this grave
Then I'm begging you to please just let me save
On a '90s memory card
And though the times are tough
I don't think I want to cuddle my stuff
Find joy in what I've got
Fall in love in an Arby's parking lot
And damn I feel happy
I'm screaming someone stab me
Or please reach out and grab me