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I'm in desperate need of cuddles
Blind in a pitch black tunnel
My vision blurry like I sipped that bottle
Somebody stitched cracked goggles on my face
That I can not take away anymore
And I do not have the keys to open up the door
That holds me hostage in this prison of insanity
How can it be that I can not be free anymore
I'm harvesting the rotten fruit I asked for
Feeling lower than the bugs eating food on the floor
And it seems like the rain won't stop to pour
The drops fall so heavy that they cut my skin
It is the payday coming that I got from sin
I'm feeling paper thin and something
Is sucking up my life energy
Instinctively I knew the only way to be free
Is to pray to the Lord!
I know I don't deserve to be saved
I'm living having one foot in the grave
But by your grace Holy Father in the sky
Please save me from the devil in these eyes!
I am lost I am gone
I am barely hanging on
To feel alive again is what I long for
I feel cold to my bones
Daggers piercing through my soul
Crying out for Jesus can you help me?
I am lost!
I was lost there ain't no other way to phrase it
Though lost looking back is an understatement
I hate to face it my sun was tainted
Patiently waiting in this pitch black paint
Prayed for the saints to save me
Lately everything is looking grey and grainy
But the pain then made me think a ton
It is the payment for the things I've done
Listen I've asked for the devil to help me
Gain the strength of a thousand men
And if I stayed stuck caught in his death trap
I would have suffered thousand times ten
And even though I strayed so far away
From the path God meant for me
After six full months being cold to my bones
His angels came to save me
I was trying to sleep but saw flaming sweeps
Of light when I closed my eyes
And I knew this night my angel fights
And the demons will be gone by the sunrise!
Drench them in hellfire!
Slay them!
Drench them in Holy Wrath!
I was lost I was gone
I was barely hanging on
To feel alive again is what I longed for
I felt cold to my bones
Daggers piercing through my soul
Crying out for Jesus and he heard me!
I was lost!