babyKanine - usedtothis (feat. unknxwn.) Lyrics

Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this

I cling to this shell, take me out of it
Thought that you might stay a while, not like I give a shit
Swear that I'm doing better, bitch
Having vivid dreams, in the places I've never been

Don't mean shit
Couldn't give me love, but it don't mean shit
Couldn't give no f*cks if I end this quick
Baby hold my glass, while I cut my wrist, oh

Bad heartaches, missed calls
I cannot deal with these white walls
See my pride on the sidewalk
Even if it dies, not my fault

Wrote you as the cause on the tombstone
Looking at your page while I'm too stoned
When shit gets dark, where your love go
Doesn't feel like home, when I come home

And I wonder now, what I'm good for?
Is it gonna be okay? Really don't know
You don't come around, used to come close
Think I'm slipping now, baby, uh oh oh

Never learned how to help myself
I just thought that maybe, you could finally make me well
I should've known better still, I'm sorry for my vacancy
Now I'm coming back to hell

Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this

I'm losing it, I'm used to this
I'm stupid, and I'm useless, and
I know that, you don't love me
Like I love you, I'm in trouble

With myself, cause I can't help
To hate myself, I'm stuck in hell
But I won't tell a soul
All this is getting old

I don't know what to do, I'm done with you
My mind is so uncomfortable
You lied, I'm not enough for you
I know that I'm loveable

I can't get out of my head
Woke up, I just stayed in bed
Cause I don't see the reason in me
Tryna find a meaning

I'm so dumb, why can't I learn my lesson
All I was in the past, I am less than
I'm not numb, I still felt what I felt then
F*cked my lungs, to the point where I'm breathless

Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this