Baby Lu - Finally See It Lyrics

Aye, momma told me boy u chosen I ain't even notice
Picked up the pen you don't need lens to see whoever coldest
I learned to leave the past alone or you gon miss the moment
My cousin died I felt the breeze pass like an evil omen
Yeah that shit ate me slowly
Yeah that shit scarred the soul forever
My heart slashed and opened
Now I can't imagine no one
Else to lose
I done lost too much to lose again I pray I see the crew
Up in heaven smiling hope I find em God
Yeah momma told me boy u chosen I think now I see it
I sacrificed a lot for this, sweating crying bleeding
I seen too many funerals why everybody leaving
It's all a test pray for the best I know there's always reason
I think now I see it, I think now I see it
I think now I see it
Aye, aye, yeah
Starting to hear these voices
I'm starting to rethink choices
Starting to see that path I thought was
Heaven is starting to gush out poison
Start to see life aint really fair we can build sum
That'll come back and destroy us
Hate something after we enjoy it
Barely seeing but im hearing noises
I don't need pity when I tell you listen to me
I be looking for recognition won't tap out
No intermission im locked in, it's planned out might act out
And that's on emotion of constantly holding
The pain inside me, hats down
Lucky for em I ain't never crash out
Heavy handed but I got it mapped out
Gotta focus checking every task out
Cash in get it then I cash out
Tapped in im aware of that route, and that mount
I won't leave it
I set a goal then I go achieve it
Everythung I do is for a reason
I get to picking and puttin pieces all together
Aye cousin, you remember?
You remember that day in the gas station
Getting mad paper
Off selling shit that we shouldn't sell
Thank God that we all prevailed
Thank God that we haven't fell
I remember telling you "I think we should go home" but we didn't
We slowly ruptured our image
That tore me down but then once again
Gotta thank God that we living
Gotta thank God what we started back then
Stopped then and ain't finish
Should've both lived our simple lives
Like uncle did selling chicken
But then again shit goes down
To build you back up and that's life dawg
I think now I see it
I think now I see it
I think now I see it
Aye Aye
Do yo thing I hate judgin
I do my thing I ain't budging
They all some hoes they stay frontin
You talk that talk but made nothing
We come from war we stay clutching
We learned that scene we ain't runnin
We known to step and make money
Yall known to flex and fake stuntin
Yall known to pick on the weak and playing it cheap , you see
I know that feeling, i been on defense
Now I stand tall with my chest out ion creep in
They throwing that fire on me
Should I fight back with the fire, it depends
If they outta line that's a green light
Let the stick sing like the weekend
Let em boys all pay for they sins
Let em hoes all pay for they sins
If I don't do it I ain't stressing dawg
I know Godll do it say Amen
I play it friendly wit em but I can't hide it
In my eyes when we shake hands
I know they see it im right out , don't hide now and
I don't need pity when I tell you listen to me
I be looking for recognition won't tap out
No intermission im locked in, it's planned out might act out
And that's on emotion of constantly holding
The pain inside me, hats down
Lucky for em I ain't never crash out
Heavy handed but I got it mapped out
Gotta focus checking every task out
Cash in get it then I cash out
Tapped in im aware of that route, and that mount
I won't leave it
I set a goal then I go achieve it
Everythung I do is for a reason
I get to picking and puttin pieces all together
Yeah momma told me boy u chosen I think now I see it
I sacrificed a lot for this, sweating crying bleeding
I seen too many funerals why everybody leaving
It's all a test pray for the best I know there's always reason