Proud of Me Video (MV)

Yeah B a b i e A s h

Ion like to get personal
Cause everything around me is so personal
Personal personal personal
So if I tell you that it's f*ck you please do not take it personal
I shoulda listened to what they told me
Never let these niggas sit up like they know me
Cause I been lowkey just tryna focus on myself
And play the hands of all the cards that I was dealt
They knew I had it on me so I made my own bail
Yeah I went to school with him that nigga aint help
Niggas tryna f*ck that's why I never took the help
Best believe I would've been up at the top if I had let him

Went from being friends but now we falling out
We ain't got too many times that Ima talk it out
Cause I shouldn't have to teach a real bitch to be real
But shit that's how it go and that's just the way it is

Remember we was chilling at the house turning up
Them niggas got to sliding went and sprayed the house up
We dropped to the ground looked around them bullets flyin
We prayed to God and asked him please cover us from dying
Bullets still coming got me thinking when it's over
I look by my side Makayla bleeding from her shoulder
This shit be traumatizing I think about it in my slumber
I know God real cause we ain't six feet under

I ain't gone lie I done let some niggas play me
I let him move in and I was helping with the baby
But I ain't really trippin tho cause I'm a real woman
And even after all that shit I still ain't ask that man for nothing
Yeah

I be in this by myself but I ain't lonely
Yeah, had a baby on the way but I ain't want it
Going through abortion cut you deep I don't condone it
My baby a angel up in the sky and looking on me
That shit changed me I know I'll never be the same
This shit be cutting deep on my life this real pain
Before you judge me, I'll let you know I'm not to blame
If you got raped too then bitch you'll do the same

Let me calm down cause I'm getting in my feelings
See this is non-fiction this my life I'm still living
Venting in the booth I done got side tracked
I ain't even wanna tell yall that
But f*ck it back to the track

Ima always hold it down yeah I got it on lock
How you say you never fold but it get real and you flop
The last time he called and said just show em ain't gotta talk
Don't stop this the beginning
Man free that nigga Walk

I'm gone make it out
And I put that on my brother
Aye bruh you know I love ya
Same daddy same mama
So if you play with him, you play with me and I'm retarted
Highway 58 baby where it started

I let yall in on my life without no boundaries
Take me off of 58 but you can't take it out of me
No matter where the music go
Won't let it overpower me
If you knew my whole story on my mama you'd be proud of me

You'd be proud of me
Yeah, I hope yall proud of me
Cause I'm proud of me
And if you ain't proud of me
Then shit f*ck it
This shit real
No cap in my rap
This shit personal