Babaylan - Abandoned Me Lyrics

Abba, Father
Abba, Father
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
Heart like Jesus
Head like a hustler
I meet, greet you, "Shalom" like a spiritual wrestler
Workin' so hard, so long for all these men
They preach: "Be obedient"
Cause of what's between my legs
Subservient women
Maybe it's natural law
Maybe it's eternal youth
Or maybe I'm takin' The Magistrate out of context
But I don't get this concept
If I'm being honest with you
I don't know if The Narrow Way is the infallible truth
I was born baptized, FilAm
Radical cram school
Academic achiever
Procrastinator
I honored my father
Honored my mother
3...6...9...54 day novena with Holy Santo Nino
Then I met a "god" in the form of a boy
Methampheta...MINE
Taught me how to cross the Lord
After walking communion lines
Is this how it felt
When they pierced the rod at Christ's side
I prayed and fasted
Drained my youth
Feeding his narcissistic supply
If the Holy Spirit is reading the room
Let's bump this sound
Before the next man leaves me too soon
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
Eloi Eloi, lama sabachthani
Eloi Eloi, lama sabachthani
Eloi Eloi, lama sabachthani
Eloi Eloi, lama sabachthani
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
My god, my god, why have you abandoned me
Abba, Father