Arguments in my brain
All the time
Every day
And all the medication
And nature meditation
They never soothe
I'm never moved, never f*cking moved
Pharmaceuticals in my brain
All the time
Every day
Fight or flight disruption
So hyper attentive
I always see
Conspiracies
I'm so tired
Yeah I'm so tired of waking up
Not giving a f*ck, and taking for granted
My life
Self-entitled
Yeah I'm so f*cking ignorant
And placing blame on everyone but
My self
I know my faults
I'm far from perfect, far from loving myself
I've gotta fix my shit, gonna try like hell
To live
Smash through
Tear down those desperate walls
Pull through
Think of the ones who love you
Smash through
Tear down those desperate walls
Pull through
Think of the ones who love you
Your life
Once in a Big Bang time
Your pain
Will not win out over your mind
Smash through
Tear down those desperate walls
Pull through
Think of the ones who love you