B Mason - Open Heart Lyrics

My life has been hard but I gotta keep going
Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing
Head to the skies, baby I can't quit
No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now

Staring at the ceiling while my feelings got me reeling
And spilling my heart out on these beats in hopes of healing
From the pain that was drilled in my heart
Two things that filled in my heart

Sadness and hate, ate away at me
But what made a way for me to fight back
From the dark to get my light back
Confessing the pain that was stressing my brain

Prayers for a chance to get my life back
Anew true, didn't have a clue
Of what I would do to get through
The idle mind takes vital time away

For demons to get you off track
Facts, no rest for the wicked as long as you living in flesh mode
My heart I've been bleeding, the start I've been needing
Receiving let it be fresh so I can mesh so

Perfectly worthy me, of blessings I'm certainly see
Needing the mercy see, cause waking up some of these days
Been hurting me, burdens be heavy on my shoulders
They slowing me down bad, no need for

Searching for healing in that brown bag
Hear it in my voice that I sound sad
Trials and tribulations can suck life out of you
Keep holding on strong so the world can see what you bout to do

My life has been hard, but I gotta keep going
Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing
Head to the skies, baby I can't quit
No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now

Suicide, do or die, truth is yes, I considered that choice
Bout gave in to that evil voice, but thou shall fight
I'm feeling like Royce Da Five-Nine
Eyes blind to the good in my life, come to my rescue

Shit nobody but God who would in my life
But I was hurt so bad I felt like God wasn't there
All the pain that was put on me, I felt it wasn't fair
All the tears that I cried could've overfloweth a couple cups

All the snakes in my grass had to overmow it to shut em up
Toughen up, to the point that I'm hardened
You can see the scars in my eyes, but feel the fight in my spirit
Faith like a jet, can you lier it

Feel me, at my lowest, tryna climb back
Even if I bought a Rollie, still can't get no time back
Father forgive me for wanting to die before my time
I struggle to muscle through all the pain on my mind

Trouble with loneliness, I feel like no one understands
My dual paths of grieving, the thoughts of a hurting man
My life has been hard, but I gotta keep going
Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing

Head to the skies, baby I can't quit
No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now