blackbear - everything means nothing Album Lyrics

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hot girl bummer

F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
I'm through, I'm through, I'm through
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum

This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum
This that throw up in your Birkin bag
Hook up with someone random
This that social awkward suicide
That buy your lips and buy your likes
I swear she had a man
But shit hit different when it's Thursday night

That college dropout music
Everyday leg day, she be too thick
And my friends are all annoying
But we go dumb, yeah, we go stupid
This that 10K on the table
Just so we can be secluded
And the vodka came diluted
One more line, I'm superhuman

F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
I'm through, I'm through, I'm through
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum
F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
F*ck you, and you, and you
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum

This that hot girl bummer two-step
They can't box me in, I'm too left
This that drip, it's more like oceans
They can't fit me in a Trojan
Out of pocket, but I'm always in my bag
Yeah, that's the slogan
This that, "Who's all there?"
I'm pullin' up wit' a emo chick that's broken

This that college dropout music
Everyday leg day, she be too thick
And my friends are all annoying
But we go dumb, yeah, we go stupid
This that 10K on the table
Just so we can be secluded
And the vodka came diluted
One more line, I'm superhuman

F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
I'm through, I'm through, I'm through
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum
F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
F*ck you, and you, and you
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum

This that college dropout music
Everyday leg day, she be too thick
And my friends are all annoying
But we go dumb, yeah, we go stupid
This that college dropout music
Everyday leg day, she be too thick
And my friends are all annoying
But we go dumb, yeah, we go stupid
We go stupid, we go stupid, we go
(And you want me to change? F*ck you!)

F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
I'm through, I'm through, I'm through
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum
F*ck you, and you, and you
I hate your friends and they hate me too
F*ck you, and you, and you
This that hot girl bummer anthem
Turn it up and throw a tantrum

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me & ur ghost

i'm not alone
it's just me & ur ghost
And this cripplin' depression I thought I learned my lesson
But, I threw out my phone
And I burned all ur ur clothes
And now I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost

I got four red bottoms up in flames at my place now
I burned three Channel dresses, three words we don't say now
And it's hard not to drink when it's the one thing I think about
It's a lot of spiders in the attic
I don't mean to be dramatic, but I think it's kinda tragic who we magically became now

I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost
And this cripplin' depression I thought I learned my lesson
But, I threw out my phone And I burned all ur clothes
And now I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost

Yeah
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all these pictures on my iPhone
Even all them videos, only u and I know
U never cared about me, u just care about the likes though
Every time u pop up, u should see my f*ckin eye roll
I can't even kick it with the homies that we both know
I can't even f*ck with any places that we used to go
Now all I got is the memories of us, though
Burn it all down to the ground with ur ghost

I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost
And this cripplin' depression I thought I learned my lesson
But, I threw out my phone And I burned all ur clothes And now I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost

I wish I could take back summer nights
Erase all the vibes
Leave the memories out to dry
Delete forever, no archive
Take the words u said to me
Hold on to them intentionally
I know that eventually, Imma set fire to the one thing I loved the most
Burn it all down to the ground with ur ghost

I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost
And this cripplin' depression I thought I learned my lesson But, I threw out my phone And I burned all ur clothes And now I'm not alone
It's just me & ur ghost

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i feel bad

(I feel bad
I don't feel good
I feel bad
I don't feel good)

I'm like f*ck love, f*ck life
I'm a fool for you all day, all night
You say that you could do better, why don't you try?
Never mind how I feel, it's alright

Yeah, and everything that I love
Is bad for me and it sucks
I know I can't make you care

I swear you're so good at making me feel bad
At making me feel terrible about myself, good
You're so good at making others hurt with only just your words
With only just your words

And I feel bad
I don't feel good
And I feel bad
I don't feel good
I don't feel

I said, you're so good at making me feel bad
You're like a college grad
That majored in the art of f*cking over everything we had
I wanna rip these pictures off the wall and paint them all in black
My favorite memories of us are ones I wish we never had

And everything that I love
Is bad for me and it sucks
I know I can't make you care

I swear you're so good at making me feel bad
At making me feel terrible about myself, good
You're so good at making others hurt with only just your words
With only just your words

And I feel bad
I don't feel good
And I feel bad
I don't feel good
I don't feel

(And I know
I don't feel good
And I know
I don't feel good
I don't feel)

(I don't feel
I-I-I don't feel
I don't feel
I-I-I don't feel)

Don't feel good, but bad, f*cking over everything we had (I don't feel)
F*cking over everything we had (I-I-I don't feel)
We had the good, but bad, f*cking over everything we had (I-I-I don't feel)
F*cking over everything we had (I-I-I don't feel)

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i feel 2 much

Oh

You gave me too much to feel
Everything, it feel too real
I don't wanna feel this much
You gave me too much pain
It does not feel the same
I don't wanna hurt this much

It's nothing but pain in the morning when I wake up
I can't even eat, can't sleep, just stay up
Shame in your tone when you sayin' that you're sorry
Please don't speak no more

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all

Yeah, uh
I been thinking 'bout it constantly, I really can't deny it
All the things I wanna say, I keep 'em all inside
Forget about forever, can you get me through the night?
Maybe I can learn to live without you, one day at a time
You had me at a place that I don't wanna go back to
One of us would die, we cut it off because we had to
And lying by omission is worse than f*cking lying
We're lying to each other, so what's the point in trying?

When there's pain at night when I lay down
I don't wanna talk, no words I could say now
Shame in your tone when you sayin' that you love me
That won't work no more

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all

Lying by omission is worse than f*ckin' lying
Lying to each other, so what's the point in trying?
Lying by omission is worse than f*ckin' lying

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all

I don't wanna feel at all, feel at all

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i felt that

Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah

The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (you flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)

And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit

So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die

Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt

I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit

And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit (oh)

So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die

Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt

I wanna die (every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)

So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die

Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt

Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that

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sobbing in cabo

I don't wanna go home tonight, all alone
Cracks in my heart, got cracks in my phone
Tried getting over you, over you
That was really hard for me, hard to do

Didn't get a hold of myself tonight
Guess I'm gonna hold myself through the night
I don't wanna go home tonight, all alone
I'm finna get a one way, Mexico, yeah

Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(Got me thinking, got me thinking that it's better if I don't know)
Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(Got me thinking 'bout the past when I'm solo)

I'm still stuck in the past with these pictures of you
Knowing nothing will last forever
Hide my face in the glass
Drink my feelings for you
Knowing nothing will last forever

(I'm sobbing in Cabo
Without you, it's awful)

There's no one in the world to make me feel right
Where we left things off, can we bring to the light?
With you girls in the summer, Calabasas, by the pool
Girl, I'm done being nice and I'm through being cool

I just can't get a hold of you anymore
You're up in the air, my heart on the floor
I don't wanna go home tonight, all alone
I'm finna get a one-way, Mexico

Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(Got me thinking, got me thinking that it's better if I don't know)
Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(Got me thinking 'bout the past when I'm solo)

I'm still stuck in the past with these pictures of you
Knowing nothing will last forever
Hide my face in the glass
Drink my feelings for you
Knowing nothing will last forever

(I'm sobbing in Cabo
Without you, it's awful)

I'm still stuck in the past with these pictures of you
Knowing nothing will last forever
Hide my face in the glass
Drink my feelings for you
Knowing nothing will last forever

Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(I'm sobbing in Cabo)
Baby, baby, where'd you go?
(Without you, it's awful)

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clown

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

Yeah, ooh, wow
I let myself down
Said I'd never fall in love
But I'm looking like a clown
And now, ooh, wow
Put my phone down (put it down)
And someone's gotta take it
'Fore I smash it on the ground (woo)

And I'm getting really good at tripping 'bout the little things (the little things)
Turn a big mood to a big mood swing
Does it make it any better crying on my Gucci sweater?
There ain't no way that I could ever make you happy now

And I'm sorry now, but it's complicated
And you had me now, thank God I'm faded

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

Another day, another crisis
Another night we spent fighting
Really felt that you were rather dying
Didn't want your drama, rather not so sudden

Then she is acting, pretending, denying
She's in her courts clothes, Gucci attire
In my old phone, going through my old habits
It's been a whole year with you, I know it's tragic

All I know is that it'd caused damage
Highs and lows they turned me into a savage

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

Rollercoaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now
(Let's pretend we're happy now)
Let's pretend we're happy now
(Let's pretend we're happy now)

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half alive

You barely left me with the air to breathe
You took it all and now I see
The truth, see through your plastic covered lies
I'm driving through Mulholland
Wish I swerved and never fall in
Should've seen right through the gap between her thighs

Take my heart, my clothes
Take everything I own
Spend my money, spend my time
Lay me down to rest, lay me down to die
No one makes it out alive

I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time (time)
Already half way dead, the way you left me
Girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive

A little bit longer, I'll be waiting
I'm a goner, f*ck this fake shit
Why you let me down forever?
I wanna be honest
Girl, quit playin'
Can we try and try and save this?
Turn me to a loner

Girl, you can take my heart, my clothes
Take everything I own
Spend my money, spend my time
Lay me down to rest, lay me down to die
No one makes it out alive

I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time (time)
Already half way dead, the way you left me
Girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive

Half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead

I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time (time)
Already half way dead, the way you left me
Girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown
The one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive

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if i were u

Yeah, yeah
If I were you and you were me
I would say goodbye, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you and you were me

Yeah
I would get up in the middle of a dinner, pour a drink on your head
I would never clean the room and I would never make the bed
'Cause if you knew the bullshit I was pullin' in the past
If I were you I'd never let me stab you in the back, yeah

And I wonder if we flipped the script, I wouldn't be such a dick
If I was you and you was me, I wouldn't put up with this shit
But why is it we hurt each other? Why we so depressed and shit?

If I were you and you were me
I would say goodbye, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you and you were me
If I were you, I'd look at me
See through the all the lies, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you, and you were me (yeah, yeah)

We never even kissed yet, I would change it
You went back to your ex, I f*ckin' hate that
The second that I showed any emotion (emotion)
You cut me off, I guess that's just the motion (the motion), yeah
Good God, you so mean
Girl, If I were you and you were me
I would never your leave your heart this broken
This love is so annoying

If I were you and you were me
I would say goodbye, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you and you were me
If I were you, I'd look at me
See through the all the lies, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you and you were me

If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah (yeah)
And I wonder if we flipped the script, I wouldn't be such a dick
If I was you and you was me, I wouldn't put up with this shit
But why is it we hurt each other? Why we so depressed and shit?

If I were you and you were me
I would say goodbye, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you and you were me (if I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
If I were you, I'd look at me (if I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
See through the all the lies, turn around and leave
I'd do it all so differently
If I were you, and you were me

If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (I'd do it all so differently)
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
If I were you, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Yeah

(Yeah, yeah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

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why are girls?

You act different now
You moved away to the city
Cool kids distance yourself
Shitty people, make you feel shitty
You act brand new as hell
Why do these girl be so petty?
Friendships shallow as hell
You all look like @wolfiecindy, yeah

Who is real and fake? Can't get a hold of you (Hold of you)
See it on my face, I should be over you (Over you)
So, can we leave this party? What's the social cue? (Social cue)
See it on my face, I feel like...

All of these beautiful girls
I let them ruin my world
I let them walk in my life
Stab me in the back with a knife
Why are girls so hot? (Hot!)
Take everything I've got (Got!)
Why are girls so cold? (Cold!)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)

Yeah, all the pretty girls in the droptop, cut me like a croptop
Speeding down the 405 burning, no sunblock
I don't wanna dance, vodka with the ice
You don't wanna follow anyone in real life
Fallin' out the bathroom, wipe your damn nose
Safe to say this party really blows
Why are girls so perfect? Why are girls so mean?
Why are girls the reason I can't sleep?
I swear that you can see it on my face, I feel like

All of these beautiful girls
I let them ruin my world
I let them walk in my life
Stab me in the back with a knife
Why are girls so hot? (Hot!)
Take everything I've got (Got!)
Why are girls so cold? (Cold!)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)

Why are girls so hot?
Why are girls so cold? (Why are girls so, why are girls so?)
Why are girls so hot?
Take everything I've got
Why are girls so cold?
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)
(See it on my face, I feel like)

All of these beautiful girls
I let them ruin my world
I let them walk in my life
Stab me in the back with a knife
Why are girls so hot? (Hot!)
Take everything I've got (Got!)
Why are girls so cold? (Cold!)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful? (Beautiful)
Why are girls so hot? (Hot!)
Take everything I've got (Got!)
Why are girls so cold? (Cold!)
Why are girls so, why are girls so beautiful?

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smile again

Where is the time going again?
I lost a home, I lost a friend
Love's an ocean, whether you sink or swim

I gave you my best, was it enough?
Maybe the past is holding me up
I keep the memories with me, replay what was

So long, baby
Did you know, you saved me?
Silver line faded
But you know, I'll keep waiting

'Cause when I think of us
I always seem to smile
'Cause I was happy for awhile
I was happy for awhile, yeah
And sometimes love will leave you
Even when it's right
But I was happy for awhile
And I don't know how I'll smile again
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Yeah, yeah
Remember your face, like it was here
I'm getting used to all of the tears
And I'm getting used to forever without you here

And I don't know how I'll smile again
Ask if I am good, I gotta pretend
I'm holding on to three words, I should have said

So long, baby
Did you know, you saved me?
Silver line faded
But you know, I'll keep waiting
'Cause when I think of us
I always seem to smile
'Cause I was happy for awhile
I was happy for awhile, yeah
And sometimes love will leave you
Even when it's right
But, I was happy for awhile
And I don't know how I'll smile again
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

'Cause I was happy for awhile
And I don't know how I'll smile again