Beartooth - Disgusting Album Lyrics

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The Lines

Am I the son in or out of law
How many chances do I get before my head explodes

What's going on
What's going on
When I look into the mirror there's another gun

When I tell you I'll be fine
I still want you by my side
Please just try to read between the lines
Where's my comfort in the undefined
Please just try to read between the lines

If I'm your son do you hear my call
Even if everything I touch will slowly turn to stone

What's going on
What's going on
When I look into the mirror there's another gun

When I tell you I'll be fine
I still want you by my side
Please just try to read between the lines
Where's my comfort in the undefined
Please just try to read between the lines

What is the poison inside of me
The sickness in my head
Put me to sleep while I find a cure for the sickness in my head

We are the sons
We are the daughters
The generation of disorder

What is the poison inside of me
The sickness in my head

When I tell you I'll be fine
I still want you by my side
Please just try to read between the lines
Where's my comfort in the undefined
Please just try to read between the lines

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Beaten In Lips

Everything that I say won't mean anything less
When I'm down in a grave
And you've put me to rest
Everything that I say won't mean anything less
When I'm down in a grave
And you've put me to rest

Will the story end
Will it ever change
I never knew a person could be so deranged
Does it make you feel good
Do you feel strong ruining the lives of everyone you love

As if life isn't hard already
Add it to the list of things to forget
With one chance to define ourselves
We're gonna keep on living
Keep on living

This is for the kids with the beaten in lips
Whose parents try to shut them up using their fists
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

This is for the kids with a soul like mine
When people tell you living is a waste of your time
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

Pull the plug with a single decision
Your way of life is a contradiction
Go to rehab celebrate with ketamine
Mend the wounds and light it with kerosene

Light my wounds with kerosene

As if life isn't hard already
Add it to the list of things to forget
With one chance to define ourselves
We're gonna keep on living
Keep on living

This is for the kids with the beaten in lips
Whose parents try to shut them up using their fists
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down
This is for the kids with a soul like mine
When people tell you living is a waste of your time
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

Listen to the sound of your children revolting
Listen to the sound of the lives you're ruining

This is for the kids with the beaten in lips
Whose parents try to shut them up using their fists
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

This is for the kids with the beaten in lips
Whose parents try to shut them up using their fists
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

This is for the kids with a soul like mine
When people tell you living is a waste of your time
Keep living loud and proud
They never can hold you down

Everything that I say won't mean anything less
When I'm down in a grave
And you've put me to rest
Everything that I say won't mean anything less
When I'm down in a grave
And you've put me to rest

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Body Bag

One life, one decision [x2]
Make sure it ends with you still living

(1...2...1 2 3! Go!)

How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel
All your friends don't care no your friends don't care at all [x2]

Rejected rejected
You're never gonna be the one respected
Infected infected
This is the way that every life is ended

No, no this life won't swallow me whole [x2]

If I could set the clocks back
I wouldn't be headed for a body bag
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living
Feel like I'm on the fast track
To laying face down from a heart attack
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living

One life one decision [x3]
Make sure it ends with you still living

You're never gonna touch the surface
I sure hope it's worth it
You can lie to everybody around you
But you can't lie to the hole inside you

No, no this life won't swallow me whole [x2]

If I could set the clocks back
I wouldn't be headed for a body bag
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living
Feel like I'm on the fast track
To laying face down from a heart attack
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living

One life one decision [x3]
Make sure it ends with you still living

If I could set the clocks back
I wouldn't be headed for a body bag
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living
Feel like I'm on the fast track
To laying face down from a heart attack
One life and one decision
Make sure it ends with you still living

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In Between

Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh
Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh
Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh
Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh

Life just sucks when all you know is the bottom
It's not your choice, there's no escaping it
Get up and run as far as you can
Head to higher ground while there's a chance to live

Don't run away, run away, runaway
Don't run away, run away, runaway (Run!)
Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know
Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show
It's easy to lose your self control
Everybody gets high, everybody gets low
Life can be such overdose
Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know in the in between

Life's so dark when everyday is a struggle
why go out and see the world on fire
Don't let your mindset become what controls you
Speak right now and make the choice to grow

Don't run away, run away, runaway
Don't run away, run away, runaway (Run!)
Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know
Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show
It's easy to lose your self control
Everybody gets high, everybody gets low
Life can be such overdose
Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know in the in between
Oh!
In the in between

I won't let pain get in my way
I can't have silence claiming me
We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers
To get us through the day
No compromises to be made, this is a war we're gonna win
We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers
To get us through the day

Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know
Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show
It's easy to lose your self control
Everybody gets high, everybody gets low
Life can be such overdose
Up on the mountain I see down below
It's easy to lose yourself I know in the in between

Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh
Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh
In the in between
Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh
Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh
In the in between

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Relapsing

It's dark
It's cold
My mind is not my home [x2]

It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head
I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane
Give me more time
When did I cross the line

I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason someday
I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason now [x2]

How am I standing here

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Sickness and business don't mix as well as you'd think
Freedom and wisdom I need you to keep me clean
Give me new life
This noose is getting way to tight

I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason someday
I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason now [x2]

But I'm still standing here

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Relapse relapsing [x2]
Detox detoxing [x2]
I've gotta be better than this

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Relapse relapsing [x2]
Detox detoxing [x2]
I've gotta be better than this

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Ignorance Is Bliss

Pick up the pieces
Fix my diseases

I'm tied down to my bed
Wanna get out but I can't commit
Dead spirit dead spirit
Lethargic lethargic

Wake me
Wake me up get me out
Shake me
shake me till my neck breaks
Hit me
Put your fist in my chest
Give me
CPR before I'm dead

Pick up the pieces
Fix my diseases

Staring at the ground while I'm walking lately
Haven't seen the sun in a week and it's killing me
Depression has its grip trying to keep me sick
Medicated but still not thinking freely
I haven't eaten in a week and it's killing me
There's a darkness in my soul but I will never be controlled

Ignorance is bliss isn't it

When your house is empty
They moved out they moved on
But you don't even notice
Cause you're busy being dead in your room

Wake me
Wake me up get me out
Shake me
shake me till my neck breaks
Hit me
Put your fist in my chest
Give me
CPR before I'm dead

Pick up the pieces
Fix my diseases

Staring at the ground while I'm walking lately
Haven't seen the sun in a week and it's killing me
Depression has its grip trying to keep me sick
Medicated but still not thinking freely
I haven't eaten in a week and it's killing me
There's a darkness in my soul but I will never be controlled

I'm not
I'm not one of your demons [x2]

Ignorance is bliss isn't it

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I Have A Problem

I found my vice
I found my vice
It lives in a bottle and wants me to die

I found my vice
I found my vice
It lives in a bottle and wants me to die

But I wanna be alive
GO!

God I wanna call you my father
I'm sick of drinking my life away
I can't remember anything
This isn't fun anymore
My body's glued to the floor
When did my king start living inside a glass bottle?

I'm dying, I'm done lying to myself
If I'm living, its inside a hollow shell
My stomach is bleeding
But I'm still drinking
A hole inside me is now more than a metaphor

I guess a bottle can't save my life
I guess a bottle can't tame my mind

This is my reward, a barely beating heart
But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself
My hands are in the air, and God I hope you're there
Cause I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself

Standing up just to fall back down
Screaming nonsense to hear the sound
It doesn't matter if nobody's around
I'll hit the bottom just to feel the ground

Substance therapy never set me free
Substance therapy never set me free

I guess a bottle can't save my life
I guess a bottle can't tame my mind

I guess a bottle can't save my life
I guess a bottle can't tame my mind

This is my reward, a barely beating heart
But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself
My hands are in the air, and God I hope you're there
Cause I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself

I don't know about you, but I'm admitting now that I have a problem

I have a problem
I have a problem
I have a problem
I have a problem

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One More

Sitting alone in my basement again
Staring at the screen thinking what comes next
I've been at this for days but the nights are worse
The key's in my head but my mind is cursed

Where's the moment of divine intervention
Where's the moment of divine inspiration

I'm saying
I'm yelling
I'm screaming this at myself

One more song,
Give me one more song
To free my head I need sound alone
One more song,
Give me one more song
To be content in this life unknown

Patience is no longer a virtue I have
I try to find emotion from my broken past
Tossing and turning is what got me here
Maybe sleep deprivation has kept my conscience clear

Where's the moment with an ounce of salvation
Where's the moment where I feel re-creation

I'm saying
I'm yelling
I'm screaming this at myself

One more song,
Give me one more song
To free my head I need sound alone
One more song,
Give me one more song
To be content in this life unknown

Please understand me
I'm breathing not living
I wanna know if my souls worth saving

One more song,
Give me one more song
To free my head I need sound alone
One more song,
Give me one more song
To be content in this life unknown

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Me In My Own Head

If there's a problem then go and fix it
It's such a simple phrase but I can't grasp it
I lay awake at night
With the fear of dying if I close my eyes

What's the point of existence
With this incurable sickness
Just show me the door
Give me a place to rest

What I would give to sleep my life away
I'd never feel alone again
And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming
Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head

I may never know
Just how deep the rabbit hole goes
Medication won't solve it
But I guess it's a solution till I find the true culprit

What's the point of existence
With this incurable sickness
Just show me the door
Give me a place to rest

What I would give to sleep my life away
I'd never feel alone again
And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming
Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head

It's just me in my own head

What I would give to sleep my life away
I'd never feel alone again
And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming, it's just me

What I would give to sleep my life away
I'd never feel alone again
And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming
Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head

It's just me in my own head

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Keep Your American Dream

Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Oh!

Can you go the distance, I don't wanna see
Can you make a future, without maturity
I'm doing fine as far as I can see, so go ahead and keep your american dream
I wanna live my life to the fullest, make the most out of being young
And when I'm laying down on my deathbed, I'll be proud of every story told

Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid?
Can you ever face reality growing up so quick?
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)

I don't wanna purchase what you're selling, please will you accept my written apology
Listen close to the words I say, when I'm old and I'm deaf you'll still be hearing me
I have one life to live, and I want true happiness
I have one life to live, and I want true happiness

Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid?
Can you ever face reality growing up so quick?
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)

Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Oh!
Yeah, yeah!
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Oh!

Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it
Go ahead and keep your american dream
Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid?
Can you ever face reality growing up so quick?
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)
It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all)
Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it
Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it
Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it
Go ahead and keep your american dream

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Dead

...1 2 3 4!

Pick it up! Pick it up, yeah! Oh!

This is not the way life is supposed to be lived
You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke!
The way you claim to love it just makes me sick
You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke!

Stay sheltered off in your prison
I'm gonna make my own decisions
I'll shout the truth at the top of my lungs
I'll never live like you

I'll never live like you!
I'll never live like you!

You started a war, now!
This is a war, now!
You started a war, now!
So you're getting a war! Yeah!

Will you ever wrap your head around this
Oh! Oh!
Will you ever wrap your head around this

Sin does not define us
Sin will not control us
Sin does not define us
Sin will never control us

Oh!

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Sin does not define us
Sin will never control us

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Sick And Disgusting

Remember the time you said son it'll be alright
Remember the time you said son it will be just fine
Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved
I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said god I'm ready to die
Remember the time I said god just take my life
Remember the time that I cried every single night
And every thing about myself was out of spice

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone
Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die
God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
But if you want me I'm gonna stay here
and fight till you say son your heart is mine

Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting