If You Only Knew Video (MV)

If you only knew what I've been through
Life's a hellish ride get inside and take a spin too
If you only knew what I've been through
You don't know the depths in my mind I descend to
If you only knew what I've been through
We don't play both sides bitch this ain't no ten-two
If you only knew what we've been through
Can't control the chaos and we don't pretend to
I'm the type of dude to fight before I shoot
But my homies ain't with that they got nothing to lose
So before you run up on me think what you gon' do
Popping off at the mouth that's like lighting a fuse
That'll blow up in your face and leave way more than a bruise
I'll have your people reminiscing and my face in the news
Clips for the pussies that got loose lips
'Cause you know what they say them bitches sink cruise ships
Who dis Ambrose bitch a f*ckin' two-time felon
We can talk about the past but ain't no point in dwellin
It was just a little bit of bud I was sellin
Wrong place wrong time found out my homie was tellin
It ain't about what I did it's what I'm tryin' to do
Never sayin' what I'm doin' but I'm followin' through
In the booth spewin' stories of my only truth
If you been through what I done been through you can say somethin' too
Hotter than the bottom of the shoe on a hedgehog
Hear a beat like this and all I think is take heads off
Your name's on the list you can bet it's gettin' checked off
Say my name right or I can leave you dead wrong
I ain't write the will right I'm over doin' it
Before I tighten screws grab the noose and loosen it
Call Houston back tell 'em I'm refuelin' it
And we can take off to offset all the nuisance
Three two one, I'm erasin' your memories
One two three, I'm callin' out all my enemies
My man took three trips to the penitentiary
Now we makin' history off of my pen and delivery
We ain't from the sandbox but we're buildin' castles
Tryna make a couple million but avoid all the hassles
Look what I jot should be locked up in capsules
And placed upon mantles surrounded by candles
Ain't never really been on no tough guy shit
Don't gotta say much for you to know not to f*ck with
(Bitch)
I'd love to be peaceful the world's so evil
You gotta keep that piece full you don't know these people
All my bars flying over heads bald eagles
One two three four
Bitch I'm top five in arrest a field
F*ck all the rest in this field I'm gettin' it
Only one Trashton Woods who you mimicin'
Like Atlanta sucker don't get brave now
They been starin' at the base hop off my balls
Wow I've been livin' large murder case on the beat
Only one can judge Ceo cannot wav the charge
Now don't get me wrong this ain't one of them songs
But if we gotta take it there I'm built army strong
Fightin' my mental demons every day right or wrong
And yet I'm still here guess I was chosen all along
If you only knew what I've been through
Life's a hellish ride get inside and take a spin too
If you only knew what I've been through
You don't know the depths in my mind I descend to
If you only knew what I've been through
We don't play both sides bitch this ain't no ten-two
If you only knew what we've been through
Can't control the chaos and we don't pretend to