Numb Video (MV)

Set in the motions of routine waiting for myself to break free
I am not okay with this treatment of my mortality
Content with this mindless state of desolation
The empty void I feel within me grows so deep

Where do I go from here?
Is there anything I hold dear?
What the f*ck have I become?
Am I just tough or going numb?

It's so complicated and overrated
What do I do just to feel alive?
Are these just complications of own my self affliction?
Am I just tough or going numb?

There is no way out from how far I've dug
Too far down the rabbit hole I have fallen
Exiting the womb into assured oblivion
Inundated with reasons to disappoint

It's so complicated and overrated
What do I do just to feel alive?

Are these just complications of own my self affliction?
Am I just tough or going numb?

Someday I know it will all makes sense
But you can't blame me for wanting a fighting chance
Someday I know it will all get better
But you can't blame me for wanting life unfettered

I feel so suffocated
Crushed under the weight
I feel so suffocated
Crushed under the weight