Azdi404 - Wants of me Lyrics

One-half of me wants you
With all the glazing seeds you bring
The other half knows what's coming

The thirst exerted from roaming
Through your hair
Under the soft, scorching gaze
Of your hypnotic eyes
It's a Kain and Able duel rerun in me

My friend, now the enemy from within myself
Knows all my secrets
What a foe

Freedom is for both of us to fall
For you to watch us wither into dust
And the winner is the first loser at your altar

I feed off what's left in my traveling duffle bag
Crumbs of memories to sustain my journey
Pain itself is malnutrition to carry on
And Sustenance aggregated from tomorrow's dividends
This attrition is numbing me
I tell myself matters will get better
When you're not around

Reality daydreams
Pushes me to turn off the lights of thoughts in my head
Close my eyes and migrate into yours
Back to the first time, I saw you

Where did I go wrong wanting you?
And I wonder
Where did I go wrong wanting you?
Where?
Tell me
For the sake of the wants in me