Azdi404 - I feel kamikaze Lyrics

A tale of invasion & struggle for freedom
Albeit wanting you
All your egos cheered along the aisles
Induced me to confess to surrender
To pledge my allegiance to you
My heart's been invaded
Stretches of consciousness sabotaged
My freedom's a puppet in your grip now
To be friend zoned guaranteed
What a good boy for you
But in reality
Something is calling me from the core
And I feel kamikaze
From a foreign land
I now call home
A rebel call
I long to belong where I've been
A rebel yell
My Shangri-La
My body my nation
Anywhere you're not
I'm exiled from my own self
To retrieve what you've taken
Stolen sleep from the eyes of the poor
Fondled the young heart of my weak trance
Enraging in bitter red blood
I raise my flag of rage
I build up arms again
I'm gunning for the bottom
I feel for you
Just not the way you want
Some things not wanted to be taken but given
& I feel kamikaze
The day I tried to live
It teared you up
You placed me beneath you
Buried my message of peace
A life that could've been so holy with me
So hard I negated to be your friend
I'm exiled from you but I'm still above
I still crave for you feel for you
Just not the way you want
& I feel kamikaze
So I knock on the doors of a new dawn
I tear down the curtains that enraged my life
For I am a man who loves a country
That was in you & I was denied entry
And the struggle continues
The struggle goes on
Now mourning my scattered third-wave
Of emotional armies
Sunk dead in grave pits & trenches
Still I won't give up just yet
I still feel for you
I'm betting to ride this through
Just not the way you want
I feel for you crave for you but
But I feel the divine rushing winds in my face whispering
I feel kamikaze
And the struggle goes on
It continues
It rages on
I feel for you crave for you but
I feel the divine rushing winds in my face
& I feel kamikaze