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If so graciously, oh queen of mine
May I squeeze the soul into rings
To fall on the standing points I've longed to understand

I was and still am in a dumbfounded mood
About the spotlight around me and never on

Buzzed in anticipation to be what I'm not intended to
But never to find my inner peace that rests on someone else's words
I don't want to be broken

If so, kindly, oh queen of mine
Chew me to shreds
Feed me into your veins to roam all about
And to tell you this is what I have for you
It might be useful somehow

Expressing
That I'm so deeply imprisoned by my dogma
I was tarnished by the odd years
That"unfaithful" became my cloak
Because you wanted me broken

From me to inside of you
I change from state to state
Believing your harshness is raw love
And a test of my resilience
But I time-out from you
On the outskirts of your senses to heal
Not far, just in case I feel the addicting itches
I'm almost broken

Your moves decipher a puzzle your eyes implicated
Your smile punches a question into my tangled veins

My overloaded mind crashes from burned riddles
I'm exhausted, and in return, I surrender to who you are
I could say this is what I have for you, none for me
Pure emptiness & ruined domiciles
All for you
I'm surrendering for a clean slate, broken
Broken
For you