AYYBC - valleys Lyrics

Lately I don't feel myself
I think I need some help

Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, I think I need some help
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, maybe I'll just
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, I think I need some help
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, maybe I'll just

Tears of a clown
Hide behind a mask
It's a difficult task
Making it last
People call it a smile
You think the demons would pass
Because I had a good past
But they've been here for a while
I feel them more than ever
Different ways to be clever
What am I gonna do now?
What am I gonna do now?
Cause I'm dozin' off and not knowin'
My mind is gone and it's floatin'
I'm searching but I can't find it
Can't seem to find where it's hidin'
That sun is down and not shinin'
It's sad to say I don't mind it
I don't even feel like rhymin'
That's how I know it's so blinding

Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, I think I need some help
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, maybe I'll just

1 step forward, 10 steps back
Every step that I take makes a way to retract
I had three weeks deep, three weeks clean
Three weeks since the last time I freed these beasts
Three weeks since the last time I f*cked up a friendship
Three weeks since the last time I don't know the ending
Three weeks since the last time I didn't remember it
Three weeks since the last time I had some regrettin'
I try so hard to keep my mind straight
Then one more drink takes it all away
I'm sorry I don't want you to worry
Cause I'll figure it out on my own, surely
I know it's just a phase and I gotta pull through
Only way I feel that I could say this to you
Is through these songs, the only way I stay true
From here on out, reborn, brand new 'cause

Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, I think I need some help
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, maybe I'll just
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, I think I need some help
Lately I don't feel myself, I don't feel myself
I wan' be someone else, maybe I'll just

Hello? Where am I? Who are you?