Aykay - i spoke to god Lyrics

I spoke to god I'm not to blame
I pray to god I'm not the same
I got a lot stuck in my brain
She give me top it feel insane
I'm tryna climb new heights on a tightrope
I'ma let go, I'ma let show, she don't wanna grow
And it hurt my soul
And it hurt my soul

And she ask me if I'm needy
I don't really think that she need me
I'm not sure if she wanna see me
I don't know if she really wanna keep me
Wanna hug me and kiss me by the tv
Tell me that it mean some do you need me
Tell me that it mean some don't leave me

You stab me watch me bleed
You watch me drink codeine
You watch me as I bleed
You watch me as I bleed
I don't want your time bae if you don't want my mine
Live in outter space bitch and I do fine
I look out for snakes yeah nah I ain't blind
I don't f*ck with fakes yeah they be out of line
Let me rewind yeah let me recline
I don't got the time bae but for you I got the time
The scars on my back what's another one behind
Do it how you want baby go ahead and shine

I spoke to god I'm not to blame
I pray to god I'm not the same
I got a lot stuck in my brain
She give me top it feel insane
I'm tryna climb new heights on a tightrope
I'ma let go, I'ma let show, she don't wanna grow
And it hurt my soul
And it hurt my soul