Your love is killing me it's toxic and it's bubbly
Left me with a broken heart, hatred is so lovely
I dont wanna, see your face no more
Two faced, bitches and they knocking at my door
You just wanna f*ck, girl to me that's not enough
You just wanted space, baby I just wanted love
I don't want to hate, no more
Pack up all my thoughts, and I throw them out the door
I'm never satisfied nothing ever feels enough
Worst critic is my brain, and I give it way too much
Attention, I just need attention
I just want the money and the fame, but I'm helpless
Look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me
Hopefully, you can see the pain that I'm holding
Bottle up, it invokes me and it f*cking chokes me
Push away the gratitude because I'm scared of hoping
I'm so f*cking tired, of the trying overruns me
Battlefield inside of me it's something I can guarantee
I don't wanna feel, I just wanna feel numb
I don't wanna feel, I just wanna feel numb
Your love is killing me it's toxic and it's bubbly
Left me with a broken heart, hatred is so lovely
I don't wanna see your face no more
Two faced, bitches and they knocking at my door
You just wanna f*ck, girl to me that's not enough
You just wanted space, baby I just wanted love
I don't want to hate, no more
Pack up all my thoughts, and I throw them out the door