Today I thought about your parents and what your life could have been
Why did you go get that rope and wait for your life to end
Trying to make sense of it but nothing makes sense right now
I'm trying to make sense of it but I don't really know how
Because I tried and I tried to get it off of my mind but I can't
I tried and tried but I just can't understand
I'm broken and beaten
I'm crying and leave me alone
I wish you didn't leave this world so young
But as the day's pass and years go
On and on I have no choice but to move on
But there isn't a time that I don't forget that you're gone
I'm falling
Saddened
Confused and
Hopeless
I'm falling
Saddened
Confused and
Hopeless
To my 3 other friends
Who lives had to end
To make them happy
I will never forget
But I never saw the signs
I never realized
Until I found out that you'd guys had died
You all were too young
All had dreams
Ropes were hung
Youngest 13
You never gave a chance for a better life
You could have been a husband
And rest of you wives
This goes to your family and your best friends too
We weren't that close
But damn I loved you
Now that you're gone
I thought I'd write a song
To express the feelings that I've prolonged
It's been a long year
Shedding tears
Praying and wishing that you were here
But I'll see you soon
I promise
I'm falling
Saddened
Confused and
Hopeless