Avon
You got light, and you got dark, which one are you going to let win?
20 grand in one week
Wrote that shit, call it history
Said "Next year, got a number to beat"
But it ain't about the money, B
It won't ever be
Ain't plain to see, this is therapeutic
Maneuvering through this bullshit using purpose as a rubric
I won't lose it or abuse it
But these ups and downs are foolin' with my mind
And strictly, time just keeps getting harder to find and I swear I'm losin' mine
I hope it don't take my mind
But lately I ain't too sure, I'm searching for the cure
I've been callin' out but all I hear are echoes
All I hear are echoes
Baby, all I hear are echoes
Just my own voice bouncin' off these walls
Prayin' for a call
I'm going crazy baby, my fists through the wall
God, anything to stop these echoes
Lord I'm prayin' for a call
Tear drops dryin' the floor, puttin' fists into the wall
But all I hear are echoes, all I hear are echoes
Baby, all l hear are echoes
Everyday life ain't the life for me
So I'm workin' hard in the lab 'till 3
Land of the free, right? Funny
Yea, wake up kid, go get money
Make the rich man richer
Pay your dues then go head, drown the liquor, edit your picture
Go figure, the clique is gettin' smaller but the vision?
It keeps getting' bigger
Cant fit you
No, no
No, if you ain't about growth, can't go
If you ain't about hope, can't blow
If you ain't about goals, it show
Leave that smoke at home if you scared to choke
You ain't prepared for these highs and lows
I said leave that smoke at home if you scared to choke
You ain't prepared for these highs and lows
Flyin' over top Mount Everest
In the depths of Death Valley
I boot 'n then I rally
Just another f*ckin tally to these pigs in Wall Street alley's
Take my bread to go feed Sally
May I please have a chance?
May I please have a chance?
I've been callin' out but all I hear are echoes
All I hear are echoes
Baby, all I hear are echoes
Just my own voice bouncin' off these walls
Prayin' for a call
I'm going crazy baby, my fists through the wall
God, anything to stop these echoes
Lord I'm prayin' for a call
Tear drops dryin' the floor, puttin' fists into the wall
But all I hear are echoes, all I hear are echoes
Baby, all l hear are echoes
Came in this world with some hopes and dreams
Never did I sell dope to fiends
But the hustler spirit? Still in me
Four different states to get this cheese
My family, they proud of me
But honestly, I ain't done shit
Cant get plays on my hits
Cant get lays, man I got no chips
But still all these f*cks stay on my dick
Makes me scared for when the fame gone it
Will I fold under pressure or f*ckin own it?
Questioning now, do I even want it?
Shut up boy, you f*ckin dream it
You better walk the walk if you gone speak it
And even if that road is lonely
Better alone than phony
I've been callin' out but all I hear are echoes
All I hear are echoes
Baby, all I hear are echoes
Just my own voice bouncin' off these walls
Prayin' for a call
I'm going crazy baby, my fists through the wall
God, anything to stop these echoes
Lord I'm prayin' for a call
Tear drops dryin' the floor, puttin' fists into the wall
But all I hear are echoes, all I hear are echoes
Baby, all l hear are echoes