Avenade - Obsession Lyrics

I'm afraid I'll lose all consciousness
You say my name I snooze my consciousness
There's a quarrel with this emptiness
I can't let go of the emptiness
And after a while I break down
The thoughts are killing everything I have left
I don't know where I'll go when they leave me alone
Oh no, I fought a devil before
He was smoking in an alleyway and crashed a bottle over my head
How did the glass taste on my tongue?
How are you not even having fun?
Is it too late to get my refund?
And when it's all said and done, I'm glad you took your time to write this in pens and pills
Well what's this obsession?
Worthless obsession
I'll set this on fire
My rosary is on the ground
Well it's on my life, I'm glad so what's the use of it
I'm afraid I lost all consciousness
You said my name, I fought my consciousness
I hate myself and everything I'll stand for
Everything I'll stand for is just rage
And after a while I break down
How could I quarrel with such a fine specimen?
You haven't seen them 'til they walk out the front door
Never knew there would be so much gore
It's been a whole week since God left
My pupils dilate and my bones shrivel
My perfect teeth have been rotting since
And my room smells of decaying filth
Are you having fun yet?
Does this humor you, tough guy?
You're gonna get me riled up and rain a suppressing line of fire on both of our houses
I'm fallen from the ways of what we breed
Sorry I can't speak, hallelujah fantasy
Obsession
Restless obsession
I'll set you on fire
With every inch, there is gasoline
I'll find a way to cheer up this party
Break my foot
Shoot my leg
Bust my hip
Punch my gut
Crack my ribs
Tear my arm
Twist my neck
Pull my teeth
Bend my nose
Gouge my eyes
Shave my top
Eat my brain