Ava Lyons - Halloween Lyrics

I liked watching the dog parade today
I was dreading the night, didn't want disappointment
So I was kind of relieved when you let me down
Cause I don't like when plans don't go the way you planned
That's why I always expect you to hurt me
I never would do that to you and you know it
I'm so broken you wouldn't even notice
You can throw on your costume you bought at the store
I'll just take back my shit that you wore
Don't need a party I like a good sleep
I can't cry, but I feel so weak
It would be so kind if you weren't mean
I f*cking hate Halloween
I guess I chose my path tonight
But I refused so you could put up a fight
And I always said"I like being alone"
Alone in the way that my mind is my home
Ringing the door to say"trick or treat"
Gotta sweet tooth for the shit you feed me
I never would do that to you and you know it
I'm so broken you wouldn't even notice
You can throw on your costume you bought at the store
I'll just take back my shit that you wore
Don't need a party I like a good sleep
I can't cry, but I feel so weak
It would be so kind if you weren't mean
I f*cking hate Halloween
Not a single text that they miss me
Am I crazy or is everyone f*cking selfish
How many times do you hurt me til I turn away
All the ghosts from my past still haunt me today
When will I land on the steps of security
Are you with me?
Can you hear me?
I just wanna scream"Happy Halloween"
I never would do that to you and you know it
I'm so broken you wouldn't even notice
You can throw on your costume you bought at the store
I'll just take back my shit that you wore
Don't need your friendship what does it mean to you
I guessed I dressed up as a god damn fool
Or maybe clown cause I'm laughing in your face
Maybe one day I'll like Halloween again
Cause I loved it
And I can't take that back from them
But right now, on these steps
In these shoes, in this dress
I feel so unseen
I f*cking hate Halloween