Autumn P - Lately Lyrics

I been going hard cuz of who I'm trying to be
I ask my self a hundred times "why she lyin too me?"
People waste my time so my time is all to me
I just need a dime who would do it all for me
Cuz lately I been livin on the edge
I just wanna know if we look better in yo head?
Livin how they live you f*ck around & end up dead
It took some motherf*ckin time for me to mold this web
Feelin like I'm slipping but I never really fall
Yea, I'm the kinda nigga that's been thru it all
Yea, but I hide it they don't need to see the flaws,
I'm dedicated, think that I was born to ball
I was taught to stack my money really tall
Told the ones I love to just give me a call
I would never turn my back we all gon ball
& I promised that I would give my all
Maybe, this what it takes to be alive
Maybe, this how it feels to survive
Maybe, we're not living but we're dying
Maybe, I'm so f*ckin done with tryin uh, cuz
Lately, I can never catch a end, catch a break
Lately, I been takin lot of risks, crossing lakes
Lately, I been workin on tryna be great
Lately, I been pushing myself hard ain't hit the brakes
I won't hit the brakes, if all I see are jakes
Lookin thru my past man I could not tell who was fake
Why do they look at me as if, I had on a cape?
I'm so conflicted it's a road I gotta take
Maybe, this is apart of success
I wish that I could just send you a text
I wish we weren't so focused on the next
I started doin more you started doin less
& I could never wish for nothing but the best
Gettin money liftin weight up off my chest
Under pressure but, i'm hardly stressed
God gave me a gift i'm truly blessed
I don't get why she stay pressed, uh
Broke ya heart now you a mess, uh
I won't settle for less, uh
I can't settle for less
I was taught to stack my money really tall
Told the ones I love to just give me a call
I would never turn my back we all gon ball
& I promised that I would give my all
Maybe, this what it takes to be alive
Maybe, this how it feels to survive
Maybe, we're not living but we're dying
Maybe, I'm so f*ckin done with tryin uh, cuz
Lately, I can never catch a end, catch a break
Lately, I been takin lot of risks, crossing lakes
Lately, I been workin on tryna be great
Lately, I been pushing myself hard ain't hit the brakes
Aint hit the brakes
Wont hit the brakes