Drunk thoughts to this dial tone
Worried I might die alone
Sick offa this motion I'm so high
The fall looks miles long
Stuck between my wants and needs
It's hard to see what page I'm on
Don't even know the chapter
I'm so busy barely know what year im on
You not helping make this easy either
I feel like I need bifocals to make this vision clearer
Doesn't help when people tell me that I'm getting
Nearer
Because I'm stuck inside this loop
It's scary when dreams come true
Whatever happened to those nightmares
What if they right there
Chillin giving you light stares
Loosen screws an hopin that you might fall where
The going harder then harden ballin in prime years
Two shots of liquor can water that thinking right there
Oh liquid confidence
So rare I talk of this
Half a dozen years drowning in a bottle
Tryna pass a message
But not often it was followed
Demons talk in backgrounds
Read between the lines
Reminiscing cap gown
Start to open eyes
The world is funny funded by the ones that own it
It's hard to see the picture when you're blind
To some components
Caramel thoughts
To this dial tone
These rhythms are healing when I feel most alone
My audience listening when I speak my mind
It's hard to cope with feelings
That I keep deep inside
I know I'm bulletproof but can I have some time to heal
I know it's rude to you but damn I need some time to feel
I meditate more often when I get overwhelmed
This overstimulated generation
Independence killed
Demons talk in backgrounds
Read between the lines
Reminiscing cap gown
Start to open eyes
The world is funny funded by the ones that own it
It's hard to see the picture when you're blind
To some components"