Maybe I should get some help
I really f*cking hate myself
I'm looking for some validation
To fill the things I never felt
Lately it's all been the same
Waking up to pouring rain
Spend the days just locked inside
Finding ways to numb the pain
My therapist said I should start writing
I always forget the days that I'm hiding
I need it on paper just to remind me
Haven't seen anyone for weeks
Haven't been able to sleep at all
Maybe I should get some rest
I'm caving into all the stress
I feel my body shutting down
I feel the hands around my neck
Today I made another scar
I got the urge to crash my car
65 right off a bridge
I know these things tear you apart
My therapist gave me some prescriptions
But maybe I need a little attention
Maybe I need divine intervention
But I'm just hanging by a string
Coming unraveled at the seams but I
I put a lock on my heart, threw away the keys
You can tear me apart just to watch me bleed
All you'll find is a hole of what used to be
I gave every piece of me and now my chest is left empty
Maybe I should get some help
I know I need a little help
Before I f*cking lose myself