aureus - Impetus Lyrics

So here I sit
A sinking ship
I'm on my way to the bottom
My conscious slips
A dark descent
The weight is crushing my body

Searching for the memories of the ones I love
But no faces come to mind
I'm so scared now of what's to come
They have all been plotting my demise

Day to day, there is no change
Moments in life bleed and rearrange
Am I not worthy of purpose
Why do I even care
Who am I to think I am owed anything besides despair
Purposeless existence
I have lost my way

Everyday feels the same
So I suffer in silence
The pain sustains
Bathe in thoughts of violence

(Let go) (Run away)
Just a few more feet and I'll be knocking on deaths door
If he's here show no fear kick it in and steal his f*cking pale horse
Ride into the night
Caught in between

Just a few more feet and I'll be knocking on deaths door
If he's here show no fear kick it in and steal his f*cking pale horse
Ride into the night
Caught in between

No purpose
No answers live in me
Ripped open
My lungs are filling with the seas
Imagination
Everything is not as it seems
Everything is not as it seems

I find no hope
No way to cope
If fear is all I'll ever find I'd rather find a f*cking rope