My voice is lost again
I can't pick up where I left it
Because you are there
Eyeing me down like I'm lost in the street again
But I'll feel isolated
An illusion, that felt so genuine
All to be crushed by someone else that came to love
I see an instance of you in my mind
But it hurts too much to think about your lies
And I'm bleeding out for you
Cause' it hurts less than the truth
And I'll try to just not cry
So I can keep making this lie
I know that you're gone
I know that I'm making up you in my mind
But they're all gone
I lost them all to time
There's so many different people inside my head
They're all just fragments and leftovers
Of what you are to me instead
Waiting, waiting for you to care
And I know that its not worth it
To care for you, to care for me
I wish you didn't give me false impressions
Constantly, constantly
Talking to you for the first time
Friendly and happy was the vibe
But maybe I thought wrong again
And I thought less of your next mess
And I hoped that it'd continue
Hoping that I was given more time to get somewhere with you
To stop seeing images of you
I see an instance of you in my mind
But it hurts too much to think about your lies
And I'm bleeding out for you
Cause' it hurts less than the truth
And I'll try to just not cry
So I can keep making this lie
I know that you're gone
I know that I'm making up you in my mind
But they're all gone
I lost them all to time
There's so many different people inside my head
They're all just fragments and leftovers
Of what you are to me instead