Audentia - Open Journal Lyrics

I forgive for all my exes
For walking out
I know I mistreated ya
But ya showed what life's about
If I could rewind time
I would have it all figured out
Guess I would have to start from scratch
Just see what was my route
I had dealt with heartbreaks
I had learn to keep my faith
I had learn to love it all even
If I made my mistakes
I had learn to keep my distant
Just to see who were my friends
Cus not the same ppl you rock with
Will be with you until the end
Damn
That had got deep,
There was this time
Me and this girl tried to plant seeds
But it wasn't meant to be
Cus God had his purpose
And I'm still trynna figure out
What he really wants from me
I been blessed, I been cursed through it all
Just know that I'm not perfect
And I still got my flaws
I been hated through time
I been loved through my years
Just know I'm still human
And I still got my fears
I was to quick give it up
Even when I gave my all
There was so much going on
Where I just wanted to end it all
Where do I go from here
Where do I begin to steer
Couldn't cry cus there wasnt any tears
For me to cheer
I been lusting over these shawtys
The internet kinda bore me
Homies just wanted to party
But I was busy being lonely
Not of ya don't know me
I know I don't reallly talk
So let me tell ya my story
Before ya take that walk