atypical's grave - TURN AWAY 2 (Hidden Track) (feat. atypical) Lyrics

I might break
They will never understand what time has changed
And if time's supposed to heal then why am i deranged
People told me life was real but all y'all fake
So I must turn away
I might break, I might break
So I must turn away
I might break, I might break
So I must turn away
It's hard to understand the feelings in your head
When your mind is against you and constantly you think of death
I used to think of a happy life, be a father to a boy
But the last girl that I was with self-aborted without my choice
And honestly, it kinda hurt, but I won't argue too
She took the life away of a kid I could've loved and been the father to
So f*ck it, I'll just sit alone and organize a darker truth
I try to write a song, end up with suicidal articles
Or wake up to a message from my former love ex
She tells me that she wants me back it started f*cking with my head
In February 2021, I found love once again
But she just couldn't handle life, I found out that they found her dead
I used to sing to her and tell her that she needs to turn away
From the darkness in her path, but she just turned the other lane
And now I'm falling down the same path, I'll meet you at the gate
And when I'm there, I'll hold your hands, look you in the eyes, and I'll say that
I might break
They will never understand what time has changed
And if time's supposed to heal then why am i deranged
People told me life was real but all y'all fake
So I must turn away
I might break, I might break
So I must turn away
I might break, I might break
So I must turn away