Atypical - TURN AWAY Lyrics

Turn away to a past that was once livable
Take me back to a place that was manageable
You never realized the place you're in is hell

Alright, I need to calm my nerves for a second
The shit I said to you was never true, I wish I meant it
I told you that I would save you, that I promise we won't end it
Then you went along without me just to try and make me jealous
You view toxic like it's nothing, but you use it like a weapon
You had me saying sorry every waking f*cking second
For shit that I never started, but I thought about us ending
And you said I took for granted what I realized wasn't sexy
You were mad I didn't give you what you needed and you said it
But the shit I took for granted was manipulative intentions
And I'm glad I didn't fall too deep, I swam to shallow edges
Then you pushed me in knowing that I can't swim
But I kept catching on to something, holding on and using leverage
To keep pushing myself up, but you were standing right there at the ledge
And shit, you're f*cking blocking me in every damn direction
I can't swim around this bitch, I wish with you I used protection
F*ck

Turn away to a past that was once livable
Take me back to a place that was manageable
You never realized the place you're in is hell

It's time I turn away, It's time I turn away
It's time I turn away, yeah
It's time I turn away, It's time I turn away
It's time I turn away, yeah