Atypical - she "fixed" me Lyrics

I was organizing my notes on my phone scrolling one day
Trying to find lyrics to perform on a beat that I had just made
I scrolled for several f*cking hours and then got deja vu
Of when we broke up scrolling through text messages that never relayed
I used to wonder why you hurt me, like what did I do to betray
One day we were okay, the next day you weren't the same
You told your friends that you could fix me, then why did you fill me with hate
Like bitch you made me this way, so why do you face me in vain
It makes me scratch my head like damn, you thought this shit could be fixed
You found me sleeping on your homie's couch with drugs in my hands
Like did you love who I was, and now do you hate who I am
Then you fixed me supposedly, like do you hate how I just switched
Does the old me scream through broken glass just begging for a chance
And does the facade of your recreation reek of old distress
Do you love who you made, and do you love what you did
Do you even think I'm the same person, and do you hate who you kiss
I was trying to figure it out, but shit I guess we're on just different mindsets
From facing lines to facing faceless lies of secrecy, I'll digress
It's been hard to digest all these emotions that we argue about
From sleeping on the couch, to giving you something to talk about
Every day, 365 days of the year
But you still sneak on my phone and message bitches from last year
And then you wake me up in tears like why'd you message this bitch
Like shit, if you wanted me to cheat, you should've left my ass unfixed
I would've did it if I never had a reason or a purpose to change
You told me straight up the day I turned to a man that you would be saved
And then I did it, now you act like you hate me when I am this way
You did this shit, it's not my fault you can't handle love without pain