Atypical - Hellscape Lyrics

Back in the same place
She got the prettiest scar
An Angel in the face
They say she's a demon in the heart
Love's a hellscape
She love to hold me down and then she carvin'
Her f*cking name on me
Oh love been haunting
Trying to tell me who the f*ck you cheating with
It's not me
But it's a little intimidating when she says it on me
Like, does she even want me?
I think she wanna haunt me
Love her when she's naughty
Scars on her body
From another man, not me
Trauma bond love is costly
I walk around like I'm a zombie
My feelings feeling daunting
One day she wanna top me
The next she wanna off me
Angels and demons
Starting not to see the difference
Starting to see the picture, yeah
She doesn't want me in it
But I've been trying to fit in it
In heaven, she's a dominant
In hell, she's a submissive bitch
Don't know what I'd rather get
But I still f*cking deal with it
Sit here
Trying to find the rainbow
Trying to see the halo
But it don't exist
I can see it
She turned her halo to a noose and kept the devil horns
My souls on my body and I wanna take a couple more
Take my heart and take my soul
And play me on a Ouija board
Thought she was a people pleaser
She was just a f*cking whore
She told me she was going home
Her Life360's at the morgue
Would've never risked it if I knew that she was dead before
I always end up relapsing on bitches who think life is short
I know life is way too long
I'm suffering and that's for sure
Atypicals a valued source
For suicide and watching porn
I can't help I'm this way
As a youngin, I thought life was peaceful
But now I'm 21 and I try to help the worst people
I don't f*ck with suicide
That doesn't mean resort to needle
If you do both, you lose your life
I told you no, you acted lethal
Why do I deal with the darkest shit
I'm just in it for the ride
But I'm feeling nauseous, yeah