Atypical - Destiny Lyrics

I broke down listening to the songs
And it hurt a lot because I know what I did was f*cked up
I was just afraid to try to talk to you about it again
You deserved closure, and you did not deserve anything that happened
Because you are amazing, and I never wanted to hurt you
I believe you, you may have done some things that are frowned upon by other people, but I
I don't know, I admire you in a way, for everything that you've done
Drive for
But.. I
Genuinely am sorry, and I just hope you don't hate me because you didn't deserve any of it
But do me a favor and don't cover up that tattoo, I think you need that reminder to love yourself
I need to stop, take a moment to breathe
I need to think before I speak, or else I'll say what I mean
I'd rather lie, but once I'm lied to, I get mad and I scream
She told me she wasn't gonna leave, and then she schemed and cheated on me
She said, I love you, you should love yourself motherf*cker, got it tatted on me
I regret writing it permanently
Just take the lesson from me
Never get a tattoo of a bitch you've only known for a week
We talked online for a month, and met up loving and sweet
Who knew this bitch would be green, sick of thinking shit is sweet
F*ck a bitch who never told me truth when I was being me
I usually fake myself for months, but she called right through the screen
And got the person I be, not who I thought she would see
I got the bitch to build a bear and named it AD it was our initials put together
In hotel room 323, wanted to stay in there forever
I did a show with hickeys on my neck
The bitches in the crowd were bad, I thought that my bitch was better
I wish I didn't, shit, I wish I f*cked around like my temper
Wish I took my dick out and put it in her mouth, make her spit like she special
Wish I didn't let her get the best of my mental
I broke down, dropped an album, everything I did intentional
I dropped that shit 4/20 to try to ruin her session
Thought the bitch would learn a lesson, then she called up pretending
She still wanted me confessing
She said, you're perfect the best, and I fell for it, we messaged
Ugh, tell me how the f*ck your name is Destiny, but never had a destiny
You are nothing more than an object
How the f*ck I let you get the best of me when I gave you my ecstasy
And had you feel like you were falling
Is it cause I didn't f*ck you when you wanted
When you tried to smash, and I stood over you saying sorry
When I didn't want it, and you acted retarded
Spitting on my dick when I was trying to put it back
Nah, bitch, you wrong, bitch
And now I'm airing it out
The only thing that was good about you was the tongue in your mouth
Not for sucking, not for f*cking, for your best skill, lying
Using it to speak and lie and tell me, why'd I buy it