Atypical - CLOSURE Lyrics

It's hard to pretend That I hate you when I
Know that I never got closure And I still want you in my life
How does it feel to be by yourself When I was the one you would vent to?
And how does it feel to live in a hell, Where I showed you heaven exists though
Maybe all this time we wasted we should've rewind
I need you, I won't pretend I hate you, I just have to hide
Oh, I'm not good enough For you to love
No, I'm not good at all Don't move on, just stay with me
And I'll try for you I'll die for you
I'd end my life for you
But somehow I can't decide
If your mind's made up with mine or if you're trying to sell a lie
I think my mental mind is wrong I keep talking to the walls
They keep saying, kill yourself, I have no purpose here at all
And I cry again I wanna die again
I feel alive again And if I die, you'll have no choice but to watch
Maybe all this time we wasted we should've rewind
I need you, I won't pretend I hate you, I just have to hide