Atypical - Baggage Lyrics

Trauma done filled my head
I'm still blinded by the things you said
You said you'd come back, but you left me bleeding red
And you left me on read
I didn't want this to end
And now I'm bleeding, picking up the pieces
Why am I controlled by the way you keep receipts, bitch
I don't even know
Why I treat you like I'm leeching
Oh, I wanna go home
My family don't want me neither
I inhale lies
Exhale smoke, geeking
Baby, where'd you get those eyes
Bitch thought I was Jeepers Creeping
But I don't wanna die
Think I will each time I'm tweaking
When I end it, I just cry
Praying that I see the weekend
She called me an asshole
I swear I'm a different man
That I was a year ago
But that's a lie, I just pretend
Tryna get the flow right
Tryna get my mind right
Said I love you, she said goodbye
And sang a breakup lullaby
Told me pack my bags, walk out the door
It hurts knowing that I won't see your face anymore
Will another man f*ck you
Will another man love you
Same way that I love you
Will he touch like I touch you
That's impossible
He don't know you like I do
Wanna be on top of you
Show you I know what to do
They don't teach that shit in school
Dropped out, I still know a thing or two
But I know how you move
Face you make when I, Uh
It fills my head
Everything you told me
Everything you said
I want you to come back
Why the f*ck you left
Asked if you're alright
You went left
And it fills my head
I want you to be alive
You want me dead
I gave you the world
You gave me what's left
Our love need a check up
You were playing chess