[ Featuring GAWNE ]
My cell keeps ringing leave me alone we're not that close don't call my phone and act like you care now when you never did
All you want is a handout that's what it always is that's what it always is
I would have stayed with you till the end of time
You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise
Bitch I laid with you in this bed of lies
Every f*cking day 7:45am I was late for school
But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside
Please just one time god heal my ill mind I will find a reason to live before I kill myself
Depression almost made me do it betrayed me and it made me ruthless I'm f*cking crazy baby
No need to label me stupid already knew it not a human I'm a mutant he was born the sewer
Yeah but still I maneuvered out the gutter
Made myself some bread
Spreading out the butter
Some to my bros a lot to my mother
Swear to god I'm never gonna fail under Pressure getting very close
My cell keeps ringing leave me alone we're not that close don't call my phone and act like you care now when you never did
All you want is a handout that's what it always is that's what it always is
Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was trying to prove
Rather than go and buy new shoes I saved a dime or two for some studio time
And yes I had anxiety cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it then was failing school
So everything was riding on me showing up inside the booth and spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom could retire look at you now Luke
Uninspired from running I'm tired
But hell no failures not an option coming down to the wire
I feel the weight of the world
My shoulder blades how they curl
Pressure is breaking my neck
Ten thousand people expect
Me to deliver my soul
Even when nothing is left
Try to dig deep in my chest
Ninty nine reasons to stress
Still I be aiming for more
Mama she needs me to blow
25 years we been broke
Promised I'd buy her a home
I feel the weight of the world
I feel the weight of the world
I feel the weight of the world
I feel the weight of the world
My cell keeps ringing leave me alone we're not that close don't call my phone and act like you care now when you never did
All you want is a handout that's what it always is that's what it always is
That's just what it always is
Who's there left to call a friend?
Publicly I'm crying out for help nobody offered it
The industry would let me die if it meant more views
No they don't care they're profiting
Long as I keep entertaining the audience
F*ck it thought if I'm going down in flames I better tuck and roll
Then getting back up with a punctured hole in my lungs and a busted nose
But I'm still never ducking no punches thrown my stomach rumbles I'm under pressure been hungry for too long yo Luke Gawne
We're cutting close
My cell keeps ringing leave me alone we're not that close don't call my phone and act like you care now when you never did
All you want is a handout that's what it always is that's what it always is
