Real&right Video (MV)

I'm not too sure of what I feel
What is right and what is real
For all the thoughts inside my head
Are all the things I left unsaid
It burns me now that pain inside
All the happiness I was denied
And all the hope that broke my mind
So lost myself I couldn't find
So this is what I sing by day
Drowning in monochrome and gray
In a state of lost but not astray
Wondering if I'll ever find my way
Between the truth and all their lies
Silently whispers a heart that dies
So in the mirror I look twice
First I saw myself then my own demise
Behind the mask of my own skin caressing all the beasts within
Then a smile now a demented grin
I lost sight of what has it been
No one knows the language of her eyes for all alone she flies the moonlit skies
But one day amongst the wicked cries
One day from the ashes she will arise
So this is what I sing at night
A lullaby of pains delight
Still unsure for what I fight
What is real and what is right
Between the truth and all their lies silently whispers a heart that dies
So in the mirror I look twice
First I saw myself than my own demise