Astros - All-Wheel Drive Lyrics

I'm on my shit again
She said through a cigarette
I acted like I didn't hear it but
I threw a fit again
Grabbed the keys and slammed the door
Ran all the stop lights on the way home
Sick of myself again
I said to my silhouette
She acted like she didn't hear it but
Rev up and shift again
Getting comfy with the feeling of the bottom of the ditch now
My new car has all-wheel drive
It got me to your house just fine
You finished chewing me out in time
To watch it go up in flames outside
What else could I possibly be doing with my life?
What I'd give to be the thing you can't get off your mind
I feel like shit again
I said out loud to no one
Because everybody went home
Clench up my fist again
She caught me swinging at the air
Don't tell anybody else though
Behind the scenes I'm seeing reasons to be decent but I'm not
I feel I'm peeking off the deep end
And that is hardly what I want
My new car has all-wheel drive
It got me to your house just fine
You finished chewing me out in time
To watch it go up in flames outside
What else could I possibly be doing with my life?
What I'd give to be the thing you can't get off your mind
I'm selfish and I'm going deeper
I wish I didn't have to need her