Astrobeams - Smile :) Lyrics

Maybe I'd smile a little longer if they were nicer
And they didn't get a buzz off of hating others
Maybe I could smile if I felt something real
Every once in a while I get lonely here

I lost in life, lost friends, and I drowned in tears
I done drowned in tears but I'm still here
Standing tall, nothing on my body (Hey)
Saying everybody played with my body (Lies)
I could give a f*ck less, I'm the best in this bitch
And you should say it too till you believe it

I just wanna smile (Just wanna smile) every once in a while
Every once in a while, every once in a while (Yeah)
I don't wanna cry (Cry) everyday, everyday, everyday
And I'm tired of getting played like a video game

And I really hope you feel the same
Dear Lord, please let everything be okay
I had a dream that everything would be complete
If I found the one and I wouldn't have to feel empty
Everyday and I could move on
From all the hurt and the pain you done left me on
From when you made me believe we'd be together
Then you pop outta of nowhere with another nigga
So what you mean what I thought this was
You was out here acting like we was together
But we clearly wasn't

And you can miss me with all that f*ck shit
You not gonna cheat on me and treat me like a dub bitch
You can miss me with all that f*ck shit, miss me with all that f*ck shit (F*ck shit yeah)
You can miss me with all that, miss me with all that, miss me with all that f*ck shit

Is it too much to ask for something real
Is it too much to wanna feel something different
If I could disappear and enter a planet where everybody real (Real)
If I could disappear into another realm where I didn't have to hear all these niggas talking bout

What's your body count, bitch I don't f*cking do that
Durag on tight bitch, I ain't going f*cking loose that
The struggle was hard but I was praying all along
Hoping God would come through like he usually do
I was good when I was just doing me, before I started doing you
Opened up my heart but there's only room for two
And that gotta be my lord and savior (Ha ah)
I'm sorry I can't save ya

You can miss me with all that f*ck shit
Can't you see a nigga just tryna get back on his shit
And I ain't got time to be played with
You can go f*ck around with somebody else's kid

Gotta get back on my grinding (Yeah)
Gotta get back on the grind, grind again (Yeah)
Cuz I just wanna see a nigga smiling, smiling yeah (Yeah ha yeah, yeah ha ha)
Cuz I just wanna see a nigga smiling, smiling yeah (Yeah ha ha, yeah yeah, yeah ha ha yeah)
Cuz I just wanna see my big ass smile again yeah yeah (Yeah ha ha, yeah ha ha)
I just wanna make a nigga smile again (Yeah)