Yah
Aha
Yah
Cause I can't determine what I am in the game
Maybe I should just switch up the lane
Nah I'm just playin
Trynna do some thing with my life
Remember when they said I wouldn't have a wife
It's cuffin season
With no reason
Ugly girls pregnant with no baby daddy
Turn you into the virgins Mary
Oo can't have sex that's scary
Woah
Woah
I'm not h.o.p I'm S.D.E
No one mess with my family
Like a cat I ran up a tree
To avoid all these hoes trynna get at me
Trynna get at me
Maybe you don't understand
It's part of a plan
It's too advance
Never carry a glock in my pants
Looking at these hoes like who's Yo mans
Hug on one guy
Kiss another
Never told your friends not even your brother
Now your having relationship problems with your mother
Now your having relationship problems with your mother
Yuh
Asthamtix
And I'm tired of the stress
Maybe poppin pills will make me feels less
And I know it's not right
But it keeps me in the fight
Not xans
Not Gods plan
My old church said
I turned my back
On the one and only king
All these lyrics may offend or affect my life
I apologized
For my lyrics but they didn't take it
Lookin at my brother and we trynna make it
And it's hard in world full of hate
Maybe if we change our ways
Take out the black and gray
Respect the gays
Make friends with the strays
The world would change
Yah the world will change
But that's what people are scared of
By that I mean change
Not in their comfort zone
They finna give up and be alone
Like me
I have gave up last year then hopped on my feet
If you guys could see what church down for me
You would see that I change more mature
That's not because of church That's because of the hurt
The pain received in my heart
So much pain I can barley maintain
Open up the people they think I'm strange.
I put on a mask to make seem happy
But in reality my life is so crappy
People not accepting me
People not wanting to hear my story
Woah
And girl I know it hurts to see me like this
Always trynna figure what's going on in my brain
I swear to God my life not the same
My life is a train wreck
What's the heck is going on
You wanted to go to prom
You betrayed everybody
Even your mom
You died to young
You left too young